Joining the minyan
I have many doubts about the existence of God and whether the Torah is truly from heaven. Can I be included in the minyan? I always go to prayer in the minyan, and sometimes there are only ten of us, and I try to be strict about all the commandments (except for one that is very, very difficult for me).
Everyone has their own opinions on everything. There is no certain belief. And you still have to decide what your position is on the matter. If you are going to pray, you probably think that He exists (of course not 100%). If so, you join.
If I commit a transgression and I don't really want to stop, does that mean I'm a disbeliever in the Torah from heaven? That's why I'm afraid I can't join the minyan because I commit a transgression and I don't really want to stop.
I don't know what you mean by not wanting to stop. Do you think it's not appropriate to do this, but that you have an urge? Do you think that God didn't command it? In short, what's the difference between this and the other commandments that you are careful to follow?
I don't think it's appropriate to do this, but I have an urge.
So why do you see here a heresy against the Torah from heaven? Everything is fine. Everyone has passions.
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