The first one

Peace and blessings.
A. In your first book in the trilogy, you brought your own final rejection of the ontological view at the end. I was unable to understand what that rejection was.
on. In the discussion about those who forbid questioning in faith lest he deny, you said that this has no meaning because, as you say, if he is convinced by the words of heresy, then from the outset he was a covert atheist because he had accepted the assumptions beforehand, etc. This claim is not necessary, because it is possible that following the questioning the person decided to adopt other assumptions and then he went from being a believer to an atheist and was not one to begin with.