A one-sided relationship with God

Hello Rabbi, it bothers me that the relationship with God is one-sided. I pray to Him, I don't receive an answer from Him, regardless of whether the request is granted. I work and strive to fulfill His will, sometimes I don't succeed, I don't know what my general situation is, He doesn't speak to me. I can't consult with Him. The Torah He gave us many years ago, is indeed significant, not always clear, requires a lot of knowledge in interpretive wisdom, doesn't suit my life, and I have many other such feelings in relation to the rule, He doesn't guide and tell me what to do, and there are many important crossroads. This is an existential feeling. Usually the answers to this feeling are that unfortunately we don't have a prophecy, and in truth the connection today is hidden. I read the Rabbi's trilogy, and the question still haunts me, I would love to hear from you.