From Deism to Theism

Hello,
As of now, I understand the Rabbi's words in the four notebooks (I currently only accept the cosmological and physio-theological views, and also a little bit of the theological view from the moral perspective).
This is because God is a being that is not in our experience. He designed the world and also outlined morality for humans (if not from the evidence of morality, then from deterministic evolution).
 
But I didn't understand at all how the rabbi wanted to say that God wants something.
After all, it can be said that the world is entrusted to God, that is, that creation was without intention. And in general, we have no explanation of what 'God' is so that we can know whether he has desires and intentions at all and be able to explain them…
Perhaps God was 'forced' to create the world because he has no free will. (Just as a dove creates and plans a nest for its chicks, of course it has no choice in this act).