loneliness

Your Honor, your choice of rationality places you in an abandoned corner, without a living soul. There are not many like you who truly choose rationality in a consistent way.
 
For example, on the one hand you are a feminist, on the other hand you will still argue that a permissive culture may be a contributing factor to sexual assault.
 
Another example, you will argue passionately against fascism, but you will choose the path of war until complete victory, to the point of voting for Ben Gvir, just because he does not compromise.
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