The investigation of faith

A. Good question. Simply put, you are released from the army to study Torah. But if you are not sure that you want to study, there is no justification for your release from the army. On the other hand, the search is also valuable, and in my opinion it is possible to go to a yeshiva in such a situation. Either way, if you find that you do not want to study, leave the yeshiva and serve full service. B. The judge has only what his eyes see. What is incumbent on each of us is to formulate a position and change our own as much as we can. There is always a fear that I may not be right, but there is no way to reach certainty. And we are still not free to avoid the clarification itself. Just flowing is an escape and laziness. You can read Column 247 on the website here. The fact that there are smart people who hold different opinions will not get you anywhere. You are supposed to hear the opinions and arguments and weigh them yourself and come to your own position. At some point, when you come to the conclusion that your position is solidified, you can stop the obsession with searching. Just skeptical questions have no value. Real doubt definitely requires consideration.