Prayer
Hello Rabbi, I want to thank you for agreeing to listen to what is going through my mind. I want to warn the Rabbi that sometimes what I will bring up will be anti-emotional that developed as a result of the yeshiva and the crisis of trust that I have with Judaism and not an argument for the matter. I apologize for that in advance.
I have many questions that started in yeshiva and only multiplied when I started at the Technion. Today I no longer know the validity of the miracles that happened to Israel, especially the event at Mount Sinai, whether it really happened, what is unique about the Tanakh (isn't it simply the first book that gained a lot of sympathy), whether it is a historical or religious book, why do I have to obey the halakha, why do I have to demand that others obey the halakha.
For all these questions, I lack the historical and scientific background (for example, the Big Bang or Darwin's theory and its effects on Judaism. Or in the Gemara on Shabbat there is a discussion about lice that are created by sweat and a scientific discovery that refutes it. What I remember is that one should listen to religion because there is a chance that science will come up with an opposite theory in a few years. Even when I was in yeshiva, I thought this was a bad reason) to answer them, and the questions are growing at a faster rate than the rate of my book reading, and the pressure of the Technion is not helping. If you could refer me to the appropriate books, I would be happy. The last book I read that really disturbed me was The History of Humanity by Yuval Noah Harari. The questions that arose are – is our religion true? Why is the Jewish people special? Is it special? (The fact that we remained separate from other nations is supposed to indicate something? Read in some book that there is historical evidence of the separation of the people of Israel that the religion is true. Even if that is true, what did people do in the first generations, when there was no history yet?) Isn't our religion essentially just another culture among many?
For some reason, I'm not annoyed with the belief that there is a God in the world.
I'll start with the first question, which came to me back in the yeshiva, and that evening you arrived at the yeshiva, I asked you – What is the place of prayer? What does it help with? I don't think I'm a good enough lawyer to convince the Kabbalah, who knows everything about me, to do me a favor and fulfill my request. Even if I were good enough, why would He do that?
I read some answers on the subject, some who said that the prayer was defined so that the Kabba would answer anyone who said this phrase and that the Kabba wants our prayers. This just sounds completely narcissistic on the part of the Kabba and I find it hard to accept. There were those who said that the person redefines themselves and the decree that was on them before will not apply to the new person created by the prayer. I didn't connect with that either.
When I heard that there were opinions that said that praying was like reading a phone book, I generally considered it a waste of time.
What do you think about the topic?
thanks.
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