Redemption and acceptance

Peace and blessings.
I heard (or rather read) about you in one forum, where your words were brought up and discussed.
The conclusion there was that many of your words are unbecoming of someone who is faithful to the Torah.
(This does not prevent the writers there from continuing to quote your words from time to time).

The things that were brought up there (I don't have access to the Internet except for 4 sites) by Rabbi "Michi Avraham" touched my heart.
I had the feeling that there was someone here who was seeking the truth, despite all the risks.

I will bless you, and I have also been searching for many years to verify the faith and Torah in my heart. The science and heresy that surround us oblige me to deepen my understanding of the message of the Torah given to us.
Two or three years ago I began to become interested in the wisdom of Kabbalah, and I found a treasure.
It seems that this wisdom is really suitable for the above purpose.
And as it is said there, it was thanks to the Zohar that Israel emerged from exile.

I discovered that many of those who study it, study it without understanding, and it remains with them like a sealed book. But there are a few "enlightened" ones who illuminate…
I try as much as I can to understand what is possible in it, and to shape through it a healthier and clearer picture of man, the Torah, and faith.
So my appeal to you joins my efforts to capture as much light as possible, wherever it seems to me there is none.

It was said there in the forum that after all, there is no denying that the two books "Two Carts and a Balloon" and "God Plays Dice" constitute a great contribution in our generation to those who seek to understand the faith and its foundations.

I have a few questions for you:

• Is it possible to obtain the books in computer format?
• Would you agree that I should send you questions from time to time?
• Do you think that redemption will come to us in our current situation, or do we need to go through a process of enormous change for it to be possible? Meaning, will it happen like the redemption of Egypt, with one Moses coming and transforming the world, regardless of our level, or will they have to wait until all of Israel has reached a certain level?
• Do you also find in the wisdom of Kabbalah a source of reflection, and see it as a possibility to restore the crown of the Torah to its ancient glory? If not, what do you think of it?

I thank you in advance for any answer you may be willing to give me.