Urgent prayer, please.

Shalom Rabbi Michi
The issue of prayer has preoccupied and troubled me for many years .
Does the Creator intervene in our world in a way that goes beyond His involvement in the natural laws He created ?
if Although not Came The prayer change you The Creator but us (you The desires and you Hopes The heart our like also you The delicacy MoralityAnd the value our) then what meaning The wording Let's fix it. Sage In prayer The applicant to The Creator of aspiration change you His will he?
And maybe we yes Requesting change him And there is no thereby garlic Disadvantage In the Creator as who claim many At home The Midrash? And if yes why nothing therebygarlic Disadvantage? neighbor according to this The prayer she only Experience our touch In all sexual Points Clicking that operate you The Creator For needs ourAnd maneuvering him.
Questions These and similar them Preparations Inside me without response supplier And settles you The mind despite The efforts The many clarify you The issue To the depths of it. The answers that offer me Gentlemen In session and outside her Far away From solving you The problems My soul up On the issue And I remaining embarrassed.
Your position On the subject Seller me well. I need Compulsive of Yours sincerely And she Captive me In the right its And with readiness go with The truthAnd there will be The results which There will be.
Your perception On the subject Although without supplier Grants explanation simple The settler you The mind, but she also Castrated in me all desire To pray. neighborFor you Left God you The country And there is no In prayer garlic thing Which generates Changes Real In the situation The affairs In the world (Although You are not Dismissalthis Category of course And you are not Deceived Involvement Sporadic, but intelligence straight appearance that nothing all Indication that thing beam– sureRoutinely The usual The partner).
The prayer For you (like Leibowitz?) she not more than tax Lips marble pay Morning noon and evening And there is no In it thing concerning In realityreally (perhaps only Psychologist?).
And I asked she this: how Filling you The order this along time? how Expend From the mouth Words who ask something And in it On time recognize thereby that isnot really what What is happening? In the mechanism this? how Praying so 3 times On the day? how you successful?
I knowing that you Appraiser you The response To the order of what This is The truth and not because of Feelings or Emotions religiosity Religiousness. And maybe to you this whatwhich allows really do this and pray. but what There was Suggests whom that is not worker so At his place? who not successful motivate youThe deeds his only because of subordination To the order On the plain The intellectual Idai?
really I would be happy. For help. I already period very Long simple not Praying (and not I guess Tefillin). and not I am Lazy get up From bedmature temper The air outside or Fatigue of This morning. times Many In the years The latest I Can be within house Midrash that begins InMinyan any or even go From home Towards house Knesset but We will avoid From praying. simple refusing spend you The words Goddess From the mouthmature lack identification closed with The situation.