Question

Hello and blessings.
I heard about you (more accurately, read about you) on a certain forum, where your words were quoted and discussed.
The conclusion there was that much of what you say is not fitting for someone loyal to the Torah.
(That doesn’t stop the writers there from continuing, from time to time, to quote your words).

The things brought there from Rabbi “Michi Abraham” (I only have internet access to four sites) touched my heart.
I had the feeling that here is someone who is seeking the truth with all the risks.

I am an avreich, and I too have been trying for many years to verify faith and Torah within my heart. The science and skepticism surrounding us require me to deepen my understanding of the message of the Torah that has been handed down to us.
Two or three years ago I began to take an interest in the wisdom of Kabbalah, and I found a treasure.
It seems that this wisdom is truly suited to the need mentioned above.
And as was said there, that through the Zohar the Jewish people will go out from exile.

I discovered that many of those who study it learn it without understanding, and it remains for them like a sealed book. But there are a few “enlightened” ones who give light…
I try as much as I can to understand from it what is possible, and through it to shape a healthier and clearer picture of the human being, the Torah, and faith.
So my turning to you joins my own efforts to grasp as much light as possible, wherever it seems to me to exist.

It was said there on the forum that after all, one cannot deny that the two books “Two Wagons and a Hot-Air Balloon” and “God Plays with Dice” are a major contribution in our generation for anyone seeking to understand faith and its foundations.

I have several questions for you:

• Is it possible to obtain the books in digital format?
• Would you agree that I send you questions from time to time?
• Do you think redemption will come to us in our present state, or do we need to undergo a process of enormous change in order for it to become possible? That is, will it happen like the redemption from Egypt, when a single Moses comes and turns the world upside down, with no connection to our level at all, or as long as the Jewish people as a whole have not reached a certain level will they have to wait?
• Do you also find in the wisdom of Kabbalah a source for thought, and do you see in it a possibility of restoring the crown of the Torah to its former glory? If not, what do you think of it?

I thank you in advance for any answer you may be willing to give me.